If I could go back and do it all over again I would spend more time building myself up then knocking myself down. I made it so much harder than it had to be. Seeking ways to fit in instead of finding what truly moved me. I would worry less about what other people thought and care more about what made my heart sing. I would accept my mistakes and not travel deep into the depths of their dispart. I would love myself more, speak to myself with kindness and compassion. I would take time to see the love that was being extended to me. I wouldn't push it away, but lean deeply into it.
If I could back and do it all over again I would choose me first. Before the boy, the party, then night of mischief. I would show up only where I wanted and let my true light shine. I would allow myself to sink into the darkness. I would ask for help, and seek out guidance. I would be so much kinder to myself. Tend to my heart and lean deep in.
Yes, it would be all about love if I could do it over again.