window to my soul

It is different world now  

There is this capability for you to see directly into my soul before you even know me  

You do not have to spend time with me or ask me questions  

You can can just show up here, 

whenever you would like 

and sift through my inner thoughts, see my struggles, and peruse a catalogue of my past

You may judge me before you even know me

based on what you have read here  

It is a different time  

I am not sure how to navigate through these new waters

You can see directly into my heart

My vulnerable pieces are scattered throughout these pages

You know how I am feeling without me even telling you

But I am unclear about you

What you think

How you feel

You have this window into my soul

And I can only wonder